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Narcissism

Breaking Free From a Narcissistic Parent

Children of narcissistic parents often endure many years of emotional abuse.

Key points

  • Children of narcissistic parents often endure emotional abuse, and fail to receive the emotional support they need.
  • Understanding the narcissistic parent’s behavior is an essential step and a great place to start.
  • Practice radical acceptance by unlearning self-blame and seeing your parents for who they are, without making excuses for them.
  • Once you have learned about and made peace with the impact of the parent, decide how you’d like your relationship to look.
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Source: Suki Kim/Unsplash, Creative Commons

Co-authored by Promise Busulwa and Robert T. Muller, Ph.D.

Narcissistic people deeply crave the approval of others. This desire stems from extreme insecurity, making them hypersensitive to criticism and unable to acknowledge their flaws. These traits mean narcissistic people often lack empathy, are highly manipulative of others, and treat those who threaten their “perfect” self-image with cruelty.

Because of this, children of narcissistic parents suffer greatly. These children often fail to receive the emotional support they need from parents and endure emotional abuse. Narcissistic parents are ultimately more concerned with how the child impacts the parent’s image than the child themselves. Instead of prioritizing their child’s emotional well-being, they focus on maintaining their power over the child and ensuring the child is a “good reflection” of them.

Chelsea* talks about the challenges she experienced with her narcissistic father. Chelsea recalls how her father destroyed her mom's and siblings’ sense of self-worth. They were always in need of improvement, and her father was never satisfied with just allowing them to be as they were. Chelsea insists that her mom and brothers got it the worst and that her father didn’t say much to her and her sisters because they were his "princesses." "But if we did anything to disrupt this image, then we would receive negativity too. It hurt. Deeply. Still does.”

According to clinical psychologist Ramani Durvasula, children of narcissistic parents are likely to be self-destructive as adults: anxious, self-critical, and unable to create good boundaries for themselves. This makes them more vulnerable to mental health challenges regarding their mood and regulation. They are also more likely to choose narcissistic romantic partners. Healing from this exposure is a very complicated process, and it can be challenging to know where to start.

Chelsea explains that she developed many negative coping habits to deal with the pain her father caused. She started having panic attacks as a young teen because she felt so out of control, unlovable, and unable to be understood by those closest to her.

Durvasula identified four steps to healing as an adult child of narcissistic parents.

First, learn about narcissism. Understanding your parent’s behaviour is both an essential step and a great place to start. Watching and reading about other people’s experiences can help you to feel less alone and guide you on the steps you need to take in your healing process.

Second, practice radical acceptance. Radical acceptance is not about accepting and tolerating the flaws of your parents. It is about unlearning self-blame and seeing your parents for who they truly are without making excuses for them. Some ways to do this could include writing, talking to someone, or maybe even drawing about it. Acknowledge how they hurt you fully, and accept that it is not your responsibility to help your parents improve. Durvasula asserts that the odds of your parent changing are pretty close to zero because they were a fully formed adult when you met them. If you set out trying to change them, you’ll die of exhaustion and disappointment. Instead, be the best version of yourself.

Third, develop and nurture other social relationships. Find people that make you feel secure and validated, then build on these relationships to improve your support system. Durvasula also recommends being active in support groups or therapy focusing on narcissistic abuse. By connecting to people who truly understand your perspective, you will have access to appropriate support. This will help you to cope with feelings of shame or isolation.

Finally, once you have learned about and made peace with the impact of this parent, decide how you’d like your relationship with them to look going forward. Remember to base your choice on who they are now, not who you think they could be in the future. Durvasula says this requires recognizing that your parent is an exquisitely limited human being. Be ready for all the inherent disappointment in this type of relationship, but know that it doesn’t mean you have to stop being a good person.

If you choose to distance yourself, know it’s valid to prioritize your well-being in this situation. Durvasula notes that distancing is ideally a slow, gradual process and warns that these changes may affect your relationships with people still within the narcissist’s circle. Others close to the parent likely struggle with the same guilt that you do but may not be at a point where they want to distance themselves from the narcissist. In a sense, narcissistic social circles are structured like a building. You can’t just take one brick—one brick can make a lot of other bricks fall.

Healing as an adult can be a difficult process. But with the right support, it is possible.

Copyright Robert T. Muller, Ph.D.

*Name changed for anonymity

References

Promise Busulwa is a contributing writer at the Trauma and Mental Health Report.

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