Sexlessness - the Anti-Magi Gift
Reversing sexlessness with unconditional love
Posted Dec 12, 2014
1) Each spouse mistakenly believed that giving the other what they needed would result in personal bankruptcy. “If I give what my partner needs, they will simply take it, go their happy way and not care that I have needs too. I will be left with nothing.” In fact, the couple's lack of care about each other's needs had gone on for years. Sex was utilitarian, dutiful, or non-existent. Emotional connection was fraught with criticism, agendas and arguments.
2) Selfishness is only a reflection in the mirror for couples. Each desperately hoards the very thing that would bring about their own desired change for the relationship. In this case, I knew she would blossom with grace and sexual generosity if he gave without counting the cost. I knew he would be gentle, kind and calm, if his desire to delight in the sexual playground was joyfully embraced. I had already seen evidence of their true and good natures in our work and glimpsed subtle changes due to their efforts. I saw it before they did.
3) Couples in sexless marriages offer the Anti-Magi gift; they figure out what the other most desires and withhold it. Their withholding makes the relationship a desert. Without growth and nurture, their love is depleted.
Let’s look at another couple:
She was a talker. She could talk and wanted to talk just about everything to death. After a series of crises both physical and financial, the couple’s previous functioning dipped well below happy.
He clammed up. She turned to food and the children for succor and comfort. He withdrew sexually. She despaired, felt terribly lonely and hounded him within an inch of his life to figure out what was wrong. His silence punished her for forgetting his deepest need.
1) Love and desire can be masked as threats and withdrawal during the power struggle. Extremely frustrated at their stuck place, she brought out a huge hammer and started to talk d-i-v-o-r-c-e. Without tools for change and little hope, he said, “Whatever you want.” Of course what she wanted was for him to open up and fight for her, for them, and for their family.
2) Truth hurts and frees. He didn’t dare risk telling her about his diminished attraction for fear of hurting her. Of course withholding his words was killing her. I agreed that telling a woman she was too fat and wasn’t desirable was dicey. Yet, I felt that with careful coaching about how to say it might direct a productive change in their lives. He was overweight too now.
3) Try again. Both partners needed to change. It wasn’t just her weight but her nagging, ceaseless criticism, and negativity that crowded the space between them smothering every erotic impulse he had. I relentlessly had to draw her attention to the way she complained instead of asking directly for what she needed. I encouraged her to give even though he seemed to be done.
Magi wisdom is a one-way commitment to love the other.
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