I managed to do the corrective script. I changed my name and moved far away. It was hard, though. I didn't realize how easily I would slip back into to role I took with my parents, especially when I was raising my kids. I swore I wouldn't do to my kids as was done to me.
As the years went by, it became easier to be have a new identity and move on. I haven't forgotten the past, but almost feel like it happened to someone, who that no longer exists.