I can’t seem to get over the death of my husband. It’s been over two years but I just seem to be stuck. We were married for forty years and had a lot of problems during the marriage but I did love him we just had a dysfunctional relationship and intimacy became non existence. In the end he preferred his friends over me and i am so sad. I was just there. We had a blended family. He had one kid and I had three . I had just buried a previous husband and had only known him for six weeks when we got married now he is gone. I feel as tho I have no purpose. I know this sounds silly but I just miss my life the way it was and don’t know what to do now. I isolate and stay to myself. Can you heip me?