My Mother, My Father, My Money

I am married to my sweet husband for the last 5yrs. This is my second marriedge, and his first. When I met my husband, he was not a thin guy by any standards, he was waist 48inches. At 5feet 10inches tall, his waist is now 53inches wide.
I always thought I could help him with this weight issue. But I have ended up gaining a few pounds, first to gain his trust that I will not judge him. I know how he feels about being over weight. I also now know that he was overweight as a teenager/in high school.
At this point though, I have decided that I have to be myself, I excercise and eat healthy foods, I cannot seem to convince my husband that eating moderately and excercising is a good thing.
I am looking for an opportunity to be unfaithfull..yes, I will have an affair whenever possible because I cannot have satisfactory sex with my husband at this point.
He is so FAT and gross, he wants to eat all the times...I mean all the times, it is the most disgusting thing to watch. His weight is a sore sensitive topic to touch. He recently walked into the room and found me wating the 'biggest looser' and stormed out of the room as though I had insulted him.
I am not ready for a divorce, like I said this is my second marriedge. I am also hoping that he turns his thought process around.
Meanwhile, I am sex starved. Angry and disgusted all at the same time.

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