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It’s a dull ache in the throat and stomach, accompanied by a sudden sinking feeling. I started noticing these physical symptoms of melancholy last week but couldn’t put my finger on the cause until I reread a Psychology Today blog on Sports Grief by colleague Steven Kotler that first appeared on June 25th. Then I realized that my symptoms coincided with the onset of the NFL season… Read More













Fear and Anxiety
What a great idea! When the weather gets a little better I'm going tandem skydiving in San Marcos, Texas to work on my fear and anxiety regulation skills! Rather than desensitize, I'm hoping to burn out those circuits!
Dissociated Thinking - Feeling Network
When it comes to emotion I have a blank stare
It misrepresents that I really do care
I dissociate with feelings - that much is true
Because I can't handle them - not even a few
When I was a child I threw such a fit
Because my uncle shot Bambi - the injustice of it!
I've learned to control feelings (now they control me)
You might call me Spock and yes I'd agree
Spock's Dirty Little Secret
http://lesswrong.com/lw/59/spocks_dirty_little_secret/
Sure, Spock was supposed to be immune to emotion -- even though in retrospect, everything he does is clearly motivated by emotion, whether it's his obvious love for Kirk, or his desire to be accepted as a "real" rationalis... er, Vulcan. (In other words, he disdains emotion merely because that's what he's supposed to do, not because he doesn't actually have any.)
Spock is an INTJ
http://www.geocities.com/lifexplore/intj.htm?200930
The emotions of an INTJ are hard to read, and neither male nor female INTJ is apt to express emotional reactions. At times, both will seem cold, reserved, and unresponsive, while in fact INTJs are almost hypersensitive to signals of rejection from those for whom they care.
What An Autistic Systemic Male Brain Looks Like In This Girl
My parents divorced when I was four. My dad got custody of me. I emulated my father. I rejected the Empathetic Feeling in favor of Systemic Thinking. I learned to control my emotional side “the guy way.” The problem with that is: I’m a girl.
My “autistic systemic male brain” looks like Sandra Bullock in the movie “Miss Congeniality.” Like her character, I’m at home in a male dominated career field. Beauty pageants aren’t for me but I “clean up” really well (the only time I like my full “model” lips is for the lipstick treatment – it transforms them into a guy magnet.) Orientation is straight but I can’t walk straight in high heels. It takes great concentration for me just like marching does. I can’t walk and chew gum at the same time but I can walk between Mars and Venus. In other words, I can walk between the worlds of gender. What I’ve learned is: The guys do the least amount of work and the most complaining and a woman’s work is never ever done! I prefer spacewalking in workboots though; whoever invented high heels should be shot!
Two Minds in One Brain Illustrated (Using Star Trek Metephors)
The etymology of schizophrenia is “to split” and “mind”. If it means the mind splits from consensual reality, I would agree. If it means the mind splits in half then I would disagree. If it means “two minds"” then I agree but everybody would be schizophrenic.
I am aware that I have two minds in one brain. I will use the plot and characters from the television series Star Trek to illustrate. Spock represents the cool wary observer of the “high road” thinking network. Kirk represents the impulsive, raw, dripping with emotion “low road” feeling network of the amygdala. Together they escape pitfalls, make new discoveries and occasionally save Earth. Spock and Kirk make up a large part of the enterprise called “Midas Touch Sewage Engineer.” In my head, Amygdala Kirk does the navigating and Spock does the analyzing and the rationalizing. I can’t control Kirk and have no idea where he is going. Spock silently observes but is constantly analyzing patterns and producing answers. It takes Spock a long time to catch up with Kirk because he has to narrow the most likely probable explanation from all the possibles. He isn’t a fast computer like Data. He’s a Vulcan who finds so many things fascinating or curious that it slows him down. It takes even longer when Kirk isn’t happy, drinks Romulan Ale and steers the ship into a depressing black hole. Then Spock can’t see what’s on the radar screen because there is no light in a black hole of despair.
The enterprise “Midas Touch Sewage Engineer” was in a black hole because Kirk was going through a midlife crisis and drinking Romulan Ale. Either by coincidence or synchronicity, Earth was experiencing a crisis of its own. An outside influence was needed to dislodge the enterprise. An unexpected space ribbon threw the ship and tore open the enterprise. Kirk found himself in a blissful virtual reality called the Nexxus. The Nexxus is the place of “Pure Joy” where any reality can be created. Although it is blissful there, it isn’t real. Unemotional Spock had to convince Kirk to return to the ship to save Earth rather than indulge in the bliss of the Nexxus. Kirk relunctantly beamed up to the damaged ship, went to warp drive, and returned to Earth in record time. It turns out the crisis on Earth was just a false alarm.
The encounter with the space ribbon damaged the hull of the enterprise. It can no longer function as a war machine. Kirk, because of his encounter with the Nexxus, lost his world-fighting and world-saving spirit. Spock suggested to Kirk, “Perhaps it is time we became Ambassadors of Peace.” Kirk replied, “I’ll let you navigate if you show some human emotion.” Spock smiled as he sat in the Captain’s Chair.
The Nexxus opened Spock’s eyes to new possibilities which he is analyzing and uploading to Starfleet’s Central Computer on Earth. He finds so many things fascinating and curious. It might take awhile. In the meantime, Scotty is fixing the ship. The warp drive is being replaced by an impulse engine. The specifications look like this: Today, I will be happy and radiate a feeling of strength and confidence to everyone I meet. Today, I will not allow negative input to infect my mind. Today, I will follow the golden rule and treat everyone the way I want to be treated. Today, I will be thankful for my blessings and not spend time complaining about what I don’t have. Today, I will act enthusiastic and thus I’ll become enthusiastic. Today, I will win, why. I’ll tell you why – because I have faith, courage and enthusiasm!
There's a connection between Schizoid and Alzheimer's
I suspect that if I'm really lucky I'll get Alzheimer's in my old age. I won't have to participate in "consensual reality" and will truly leave nothing but a shell of me. I would add Alzheimer's to the end of the spectrum.
I don't believe there's a fluke pattern in the movie "The Net" starring Sandra Bullock. In the movie, Sandra's character is a mastermind computer whiz who works from the safety of her home. She's a schizoid leaning recluse who "just happens" to have a mother that has Alzheimer's.
Bacterial Conjugation and Endosymbiont in Star Trek story above
This pattern is fascinating: Bacterial Conjugation and Endosymbiont see Wikipedia
It is the story of a serendipity magnet who was attracted to a joy antenna. The transfer of genetic information from a donor cell to a recipient who did not already contain a similar element: joy. The benefit is yet to be determined.
Beneficial plasmids may be considered bacterial endosymbionts. An endosymbiont is any organism that lives within the body or cells of another organism, i.e. forming an endosymbiosis (Greek: ἔνδον endon "within", σύν syn "together" and βίωσις biosis "living").
I prefer to called “endosymbiont” over “schizophrenia” any day. Two minds (Kirk and Spock) living together within my brain.
If this pattern repeats and Joy is the “virus” then we are merely bacteria transforming in someone else’s heart. Pass the joy and smile on.
See Wikipedia Diagram: Schematic drawing of bacterial conjugation. Conjugation diagram 1- Donor cell produces pilus. 2- Pilus attaches to recipient cell, brings the two cells together. 3- The mobile plasmid is nicked and a single strand of DNA is then transferred to the recipient cell. 4- Both cells recircularize their plasmids, synthesize second strands, and reproduce pili; both cells are now viable donors
Bacterial conjugation is the transfer of genetic material between bacteria through direct cell-to-cell contact.[1] Discovered in 1946 by Joshua Lederberg and Edward Tatum,[2] conjugation is a mechanism of horizontal gene transfer—as are transformation and transduction—although these mechanisms do not involve cell-to-cell contact.[3]
Bacterial conjugation is often incorrectly regarded as the bacterial equivalent of sexual reproduction or mating. It is not actually sexual, as it does not involve the fusing of gametes and the creation of a zygote, nor is there equal exchange of genetic material. It is merely the transfer of genetic information from a donor cell to a recipient. In order to perform conjugation, one of the bacteria, the donor, must play host to a conjugative or mobilizable genetic element, most often a conjugative or mobilizable plasmid or transposon.[4][5] Most conjugative plasmids have systems ensuring that the recipient cell does not already contain a similar element.
The genetic information transferred is often beneficial to the recipient cell. Benefits may include antibiotic resistance, other xenobiotic tolerance, or the ability to utilize a new metabolite.[6] Such beneficial plasmids may be considered bacterial endosymbionts. Some conjugative elements may also be viewed as genetic parasites on the bacterium, and conjugation as a mechanism that was evolved by the mobile element to spread itself into new hosts.
Schematic drawing of bacterial conjugation. Conjugation diagram 1- Donor cell produces pilus. 2- Pilus attaches to recipient cell, brings the two cells together. 3- The mobile plasmid is nicked and a single strand of DNA is then transferred to the recipient cell. 4- Both cells recircularize their plasmids, synthesize second strands, and reproduce pili; both cells are now viable donors.
The prototype for conjugative plasmids is the F-plasmid, also called the F-factor.[1] The F-plasmid is an episome (a plasmid that can integrate itself into the bacterial chromosome by genetic recombination) of about 100 kb length. It carries its own origin of replication, the oriV, as well as an origin of transfer, or oriT.[4] There can only be one copy of the F-plasmid in a given bacterium, either free or integrated (two immediately before cell division). The host bacterium is called F-positive or F-plus (denoted F+). Strains that lack F plasmids are called F-negative or F-minus (F-).
Among other genetic information, the F-plasmid carries a tra and a trb locus, which together are about 33 kb long and consist of about 40 genes. The tra locus includes the pilin gene and regulatory genes, which together form pili on the cell surface, polymeric proteins that can attach themselves to the surface of F- bacteria and initiate the conjugation. Though there is some debate on the exact mechanism, the pili themselves do not seem to be the structures through which the actual exchange of DNA takes place. This has been shown through tests in which the pilus are allowed to make contact, then denatured by SDS detergent. DNA transformation still proceeds. Several proteins coded for in the tra or trb loci seem to open a channel between the bacteria. It is thought that the traD enzyme located at the base of the pilus is involved in DNA exchange, by iniating membrane fusion.
When conjugation is initiated, via a mating signal, a relaxase enzyme creates a nick in one plasmid DNA strand at the origin of transfer, or oriT. The relaxase may work alone or in a complex of over a dozen proteins, known collectively as a relaxosome. In the F-plasmid system, the relaxase enzyme is called TraI and the relaxosome consists of TraI, TraY, TraM, and the integrated host factor, IHF. The transferred, or T-strand, is unwound from the duplex plasmid and transferred into the recipient bacterium in a 5'-terminus to 3'-terminus direction. The remaining strand is replicated, either independent of conjugative action (vegetative replication, beginning at the oriV) or in concert with conjugation (conjugative replication similar to the rolling circle replication of lambda phage). Conjugative replication may necessitate a second nick before successful transfer can occur. A recent report claims to have inhibited conjugation with chemicals that mimic an intermediate step of this second nicking event.[7]
If the F-plasmid becomes integrated into the host genome, donor chromosomal DNA may be transferred along with plasmid DNA.[3] The certain amount of chromosomal DNA that is transferred depends on how long the bacteria remain in contact; for common laboratory strains of E. coli the transfer of the entire bacterial chromosome takes about 100 minutes. The transferred DNA can be integrated into the recipient genome via recombination.
A culture of cells containing non-integrated F plasmids usually contains a few that have accidentally become integrated, and these are responsible for those low-frequency chromosomal gene transfers which do occur in such cultures. Some strains of bacteria with an integrated F-plasmid can be isolated and grown in pure culture. Because such strains transfer chromosomal genes very efficiently, they are called Hfr (high frequency of recombination). The E. coli genome was originally mapped by interrupted mating experiments, in which various Hfr cells in the process of conjugation were sheared from recipients after less than 100 minutes (initially using a Waring blender) and investigating which genes were transferred.
"United Guardian Bacteria of Gaia"
ttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaia_philosophy
According to James Kirchner there is a spectrum of Gaia hypotheses, ranging from the undeniable to radical. At one end is the undeniable statement that the organisms on the Earth have radically altered its composition. A stronger position is that the Earth's biosphere effectively acts as if it is a self-organizing system which works in such a way as to keep its systems in some kind of equilibrium that is conducive to life. Biologists usually view this activity as an undirected emergent property of the ecosystem; as each individual species pursues its own self-interest, their combined actions tend to have counterbalancing effects on environmental change. Proponents of this view sometimes point to examples of life's actions in the past that have resulted in dramatic change rather than stable equilibrium, such as the conversion of the Earth's atmosphere from a reducing environment to an oxygen-rich one.
An even stronger claim is that all lifeforms are part of a single planetary being, called Gaia. In this view, the atmosphere, the seas, the terrestrial crust would be the result of interventions carried out by Gaia, through the coevolving diversity of living organisms. Many scientists deny the possibility of this view; however, such a view is considered within scientific possibility.
The most extreme form of Gaia theory is that the entire Earth is a single unified organism; in this view the Earth's biosphere is consciously manipulating the climate in order to make conditions more conducive to life. Scientists contend that there is no evidence at all to support this last point of view, and it has come about because many people do not understand the concept of homeostasis. Many non-scientists instinctively and incorrectly see homeostasis as a process that requires conscious control.
The more speculative versions of Gaia, including versions in which it is believed that the Earth is actually conscious, sentient, and highly intelligent, are usually considered outside the bounds of what is usually considered science.
Awakened by the Odic force
The Odic force (also called Od [õd], Odyle, Önd, Odes, Odylic, Odyllic, or Odems) is the name given in the mid-19th century to a hypothetical vital energy or life force by Baron Carl von Reichenbach. Von Reichenbach coined the name from that of the Norse god Odin in 1845.
As von Reichenbach was investigating the manner in which the human nervous system could be affected by various substances, he conceived the existence of a new force allied to electricity, magnetism, and heat, a force which he thought was radiated by most substances, and to the influence of which different persons are variously sensitive. He named this vitalist concept Odic force. Proponents say that Odic force permeates all plants, animals, and humans.
Believers in Odic force said that it is visible in total darkness as colored auras surrounding living things, crystals, and magnets, but that viewing it requires hours first spent in total darkness, and that not everyone has the ability to see it. They also said that it resembles the eastern concepts prana and qi. However, they regarded the Odic force, not as associated with breath (like India's prana and the qi of Eastern martial arts), but rather mainly with biological electromagnetic fields.[citation needed]
Von Reichenbach did not tie Odic force into other vitalist theories. Baron von Reichenbach expounded the concept of Odic force in detail in a book-length article, Researches on Magnetism, Electricity, Heat and Light in their Relations to Vital Forces, which anomalously appeared in a special issue of a respected scientific journal, Annalen der Chemie und Physik. He said that (1) the Odic force had a positive and negative flux, and a light and dark side. (2) Individuals could forcefully "emanate" it, particularly from the hands, mouth, and forehead. (3) Odic force had many possible applications.[citation needed]
The Odic force was conjectured to explain the phenomenon of hypnotism. In Britain an impetus was given to this view of the subject, following the translation of Reichenbach's Researches, by a professor of chemistry at the University of Edinburgh. These later researches tried to show many of the Odic phenomena to be of the same nature as those described previously by Franz Mesmer, and even long before Mesmer's time by Swedenborg.[citation needed]
[edit] Scientific basis
Von Reichenbach hoped to develop a scientific proof for a universal life force, however his experiments relied not on scientific instruments but on perceptions reported by individuals claimed to be psychically sensitive or psycho-kinetically adept. The "sensitives," young women recruited from the poorer social classes, worked in total or near-total darkness, and were forerunners of the Spirit Mediums who appeared all over Europe 10 years later, in the 1850s.[citation needed]
The Odic force found no favor among mainstream scientists, and belief in it survives today as one among many concepts of spiritual energies associated with living things. The Odic force has been mentioned frequently in European books on dowsing, such as Reveal the Power of the Pendulum, by Karl Spiesberger.
By courtesy of the Sacred Disease
Epilepsy is a disorder with a long history. Epilepsy is referred to in the laws of Babylon in 2080 BC, (Rogan, 1992). The name epilepsy originally came from the Greek word ‘epilambanein’ which means to seize or to attack passively, (Griffin & Wyles, 1991). One of the first people to write about epilepsy was Hippocrates (460 – 377 BC) who wrote a book called ‘The Sacred Disease’. In his book, Hippocrates argued against the prevailing belief of the time that the aetiology of epilepsy was as a result of supernatural forces. This belief was espoused because epileptic attacks were thought to be brought about by changes in the environment such as the weather etc. The environment was thought to be the product of God, epilepsy was therefore thought to be a product of God and therefore ‘The Sacred Disease’
Every helper T-cell is specific to one particular antigen
I'm really scaring myself now. I'm a dendritic cell.
You are my helper T-cell and I am your dendritic cell. Hopefully, I am "professional" enough to activate the resting helper T-cells. The antigen is "Joy". In my opinion, we are two cells that are part of an immune system.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dendritic_cell
Formation of immature cells
Immature dendritic cells constantly sample the surrounding environment for pathogens such as viruses and bacteria. This is done through pattern recognition receptors (PRRs) such as the toll-like receptors (TLRs). TLRs recognize specific chemical signatures found on subsets of pathogens. Immature dendritic cells may also phagocytose small quantities of membrane from live own cells, in a process called nibbling. Once they have come into contact with a presentable antigen, they become activated into mature dendritic cells and begin to migrate to the lymph node. Immature dendritic cells phagocytose pathogens and degrade their proteins into small pieces and upon maturation present those fragments at their cell surface using MHC molecules. Simultaneously, they upregulate cell-surface receptors that act as co-receptors in T-cell activation such as CD80 (B7.1), CD86 (B7.2), and CD40 greatly enhancing their ability to activate T-cells. They also upregulate CCR7, a chemotactic receptor that induces the dendritic cell to travel through the blood stream to the spleen or through the lymphatic system to a lymph node.
Here they act as antigen-presenting cells: they activate helper T-cells and killer T-cells as well as B-cells by presenting them with antigens derived from the pathogen, alongside non-antigen specific costimulatory signals.
Every helper T-cell is specific to one particular antigen. Only professional antigen-presenting cells (macrophages, B lymphocytes, and dendritic cells) are able to activate a resting helper T-cell when the matching antigen is presented. However, macrophages and B cells can only activate memory T cells whereas
dendritic cells can activate both memory and naive T cells, and are the most potent of all the antigen-presenting cells.
This is what I would work with across all systems
If I was a systems builder. This is what I would work with.
Leverage points to intervene in a system
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twelve_leverage_points
I'd recommend entactogens for endosymbionts
The word "entactogen" is derived from the roots "en" (Greek: within), "tactus" (Latin: touch) and "gen" (Greek: produce)
An endosymbiont is any organism that lives within the body or cells of another organism, i.e. forming an endosymbiosis (Greek: ἔνδον endon "within", σύν syn "together" and βίωσις biosis "living").
Your Joy article was an entactogen that reached my autistic world. There are people that are entactogens. When all else fails, there are psychoactive drugs that can do the same thing.
Spock can't turn it off - wants Kirk to navigate to a black hole
Depression is the "off" switch for too much inspiration. The bi-polar cycle continues on-off-on-off. Light/Dark/Light/Dark. Joy/Despair/Joy/Despair
I'm losing my little sense of time
The Duration APD test (morse code frequency same tone long or short). I failed this test miserably. I've always had to watch people's hands in order to clap mine in step with everyone elses.
Recently, I can't "feel" how much time is flying by. 30 seconds really could be a million years. I have to look at the clock all the time now. I don't know which component is responsible in my brain but I suspect it's my hippocampus in some way or the other.
Dopamine Deficiency involved in Time Sense
Brain Areas Critical To Human Time Sense Identified
Timing is everything. It comes into play when making split second decisions, such as knowing when to stop at a red light, catch a ball or modulate rhythm when playing the piano.
Now researchers at the Medical College of Wisconsin in Milwaukee and Veterans Affairs Medical Center in Albuquerque have identified areas in the brain responsible for perceiving the passage of time in order to carry out critical everyday functions.
Their study is the first to demonstrate that the basal ganglia located deep within the base of the brain, and the parietal lobe located on the surface of the right side of the brain, are critical areas for this time-keeping system.
Their results are published in the current issue of Nature Neuroscience. Importantly, the study calls into question a long-standing and widely held belief in the scientific community that the cerebellum is the critical structure involved in time perception.
"We are excited that our findings can also have application to better understand some neurological disorders," says Stephen M. Rao, Ph.D., professor of neurology at the Medical College and principal investigator. "By identifying the area in the brain responsible for governing our sense of time, scientists can now study defective time perception, which has been observed in patients with Parkinson's disease and Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD), two maladies commonly thought to have abnormal function within the basal ganglia."
Making accurate decisions regarding the duration of brief intervals of time from 300 milliseconds to 10 seconds is critical to most aspects of human behavior. Contemporary theories of short interval timing assume the existence of a timekeeper system within the brain, yet identifying these brain systems has been elusive and controversial.
Using a novel functional magnetic resonance imaging (fMRI) technique that tracks second-by-second changes in brain activity, investigators identified regions within the brain that are critical for this timekeeping system.
Seventeen healthy, young men and women volunteers were imaged while being asked to perceive the duration of time between the presentations of two consecutive tones. One second later, two more tones were presented and subjects were asked to make a judgment as to whether the duration between the tones was shorter or longer than the first two tones.
To make sure that the brain systems associated with time perception were clearly identified, two control tasks were given which involved listening to tones or estimating their pitch, but not making judgments about their duration.
Using this fast imaging technique, the investigators were able to isolate only those areas of the brain activated during presentation of the first two tones -- when subjects are only perceiving and attending to time. Their results conclusively demonstrated that timekeeping functions are governed by the basal ganglia and the right parietal cortex.
Investigators have long suspected, based on indirect evidence, that the basal ganglia might be involved in time perception. The basal ganglia have nerve cells that primarily contain the neurotransmitter, dopamine.
Patients with Parkinson's disease have an abnormal reduction in dopamine within the basal ganglia and commonly experience problems with time perception. These difficulties partially improve when patients are administered a drug that increases dopamine levels in the brain.
Defective time perception has also been observed in patients with Huntington's disease and Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD), two disorders commonly thought to have abnormal function within the basal ganglia. Animal studies have also demonstrated the importance of dopamine in timekeeping.
Medical College researchers at Froedtert Hospital, a major teaching affiliate of the Medical College, are currently using this new neuroimaging procedure to better understand how the brain enables dopamine replacement drugs and methylphenidate (Ritalin) to normalize time perception in individuals with Parkinson's disease and ADHD, respectively.
An additional study, in collaboration with investigators at the University of Iowa, will examine time perception in the early stages of Huntington's disease, prior to the development of the characteristic movement disorder.
The critical role of the parietal lobes in timekeeping was first suggested by coauthor Deborah L. Harrington, Ph.D., research scientist, Veterans Affairs Medical Center and associate research professor of neurology and psychology, University of New Mexico, Albuquerque, NM. She and her colleagues reported that stroke patients with damage to the parietal cortex on the right but not the left side of the brain experienced impaired time perception.
Patients for the study have been drawn from Froedtert Hospital and the VA Medical Center in Milwaukee. Additionally, the researchers are studying adult ADHD patients who have been seen since childhood at the Medical College.
Coauthor of the study with Drs. Rao and Harrington is Andrew R. Mayer, M.S., graduate student, department of neurology, Medical College of Wisconsin.
The study was supported by grants from the National Institute of Mental Health and the W.M. Keck Foundation to the Medical College, and the Department of Veterans Affairs and National Foundation for Functional Brain Imaging to the Veterans Affairs Medical Center, Albuquerque. - By Toranj Marphetia
I really am losing myself. Finally!
It looks like I am really losing myself. Finally!
http://www.pnas.org/content/101/17/6827.full
The right inferior parietal cortex was particularly active during retrieval of self-referential information. This finding came to us as a surprise, but several studies provide circumstantial evidence for a role of the right inferior parietal region in self-representation: first, there is a right hemisphere preference for self-recognition (29), and, second, a number of recent studies on physical first-person perspective such as position in space, imagination of agency, and body representation, have shown activation in the right inferior parietal region (30-32). Last, illusory own-body perceptions have even been produced by direct electrical stimulation of the right inferior parietal cortex during surgical treatment for epilepsy (33). These studies point to a role for the right lateral parietal region in representation of the physical Self. With our present results showing that this is also the case for the mental Self, we conclude that the right inferior parietal cortex is selectively activated in self-representation in general.
Impaired Time Sense Episode
Today I went home after work and took a nap. I woke up at 7:30, felt rested and looked outside. The lighting resembled what it looks like at 7:30 in the morning. I called my boss and told him I was running late for work, I would need two hours. He asked me if I was kidding. He told me I had 12 hours before I had to be there.
I've experienced "the impaired time sense" before when I was in the Air Force. I'm embarrassed but am fortunate that I have an understanding boss with a good sense of humor.
Hypergraphia - Spock's attempt to keep up with Kirk
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/751049/hypergraphia_the_compuls...
Hypergraphia is a medical condition in which an individual experiences an intense compulsion to write. A person with hypergraphia will spend hours composing thousands of words on any available surface, using any type of writing implement handy.
Depression is the cure for Hypergraphia
The "Writer's Block" abilities of depression can cure hypergraphia
Dysfunction of Significance Pattern
The Dysfunction of Significance Pattern: When the load exceeds the effort a thing will break. Intervention to prolong its usefulness Pattern: Decrease the load or increase the effort.
Emotional Dysregulation Solution follows this pattern. Decrease Kirk's load or Increase Spock's effort. Bromide and Nicotine. Personally, I'd like to shoot Hippocampus Kirk but I need him to learn.
Nicotine helps reduce the low latent inhibition
People with depressive-spectrum disorders, schizophrenia, and adult ADHD tend to smoke heavily, which suggested to researchers that nicotine may soothe their symptoms. Common to all these disorders is a failure of attention, an inability to concentrate on particular stimuli and screen out the rest. Nicotine helps. Researchers at the National Institute on Drug Abuse have shown via functional magnetic resonance imaging that nicotine activates specific brain areas during tasks that demand attention (Box 1). This may be because of its effects, shared with many other addictive drugs, on the release of the neurotransmitter dopamine. “Schizophrenia is a disorder largely of the dopamine system,” says John Dani of the Baylor College of Medicine in Houston, Texas. Dopamine signals in the brain occur in two modes—a kind of background trickle, punctuated by brief bursts. “It's thought that schizophrenics have a hard time separating that background information from important bursts. We've shown that nicotine helps to normalize that signaling by depressing the background but letting the bursts through well,” he says. “I'll be surprised if there's not a co-therapy [to help schizophrenics] that takes advantage of nicotine systems in less than a decade.”
Spock is my Orbitofrontal Cortex
Spock is my orbitofrontal cortex. Because he is Vulcan, he does not find joy in Earthly pursuits (the human OFC has a role in mediating subjective hedonic experience) nor can he function in Earthly high heel shoes (it has been proposed that the OFC is involved in sensory integration) Because Spock works so damn hard just chasing after Kirk (The OFC is activated during intuitive coherence judgements) there is no time off for joy.
It has even been proposed that. Destruction of the OFC through acquired brain injury typically leads to a pattern of disinhibited behaviour. The “reversals” in my APD test results are his fault too!
Kirk is my Hippocampus Especially My Dentate Gyrus
I navigate, recognize, and encode patterns using the deja vu of my dentate gyrus. I don’t have a short term memory. I never did.
The dentate gyrus - may be important in recognizing the differences that make each place unique. The dentate gyrus is one of the few regions of the adult brain where neurogenesis (i.e., the birth of new neurons) takes place. Neurogenesis is thought to play a role in the formation of new memories. New memories could preferentially utilize newly formed dentate gyrus cell, providing a potential mechanism for distinguishing multiple instances of similar events or multiple visits to the same location.[5] Additionally, the dentate gyrus may be important in recognizing the differences that make each place unique. Thus, damage to the dentate gyrus can play a role in déjà vu. [6]
The strongest pathological association of déjà vu is with temporal lobe epilepsy.[5][6] This correlation has led some researchers to speculate that the experience of déjà vu is possibly a neurological anomaly related to improper electrical discharge in the brain. As most people suffer a mild (i.e. non-pathological) epileptic episode regularly (e.g. the sudden "jolt," a hypnagogic jerk, that frequently occurs just prior to falling asleep), it is conjectured that a similar (mild) neurological aberration occurs in the experience of déjà vu, resulting in an erroneous sensation of memory. It could be also mismatching in the brain that causes the brain to mistake the present for the past.
See "Deja Vu" in Wikipedia - Psuedo Psi
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/D%C3%A9j%C3%A0_vu
"I think" by using all of the methods listed in Deja Vu.
Deja Vu is a good example of Pseudo-Psi, which refers to 'what's not psychic but looks like it'
Unfortunately, the last one "L'esprit de l'escalier" made me unable to defend myself against bullies. Jamais vu is when I looked at the word "fire" and it just looked unfamiliar and weird. Just like the word "weird" looks to me now. Presque vu "Tip of the Tongue" issues have been encountered more frequently. Cryptomnesia is standard for the fare because "I break apart and recombine" all the time that I can't remember where the stuff comes from half the time.
I'm a slave to my hippocampus
There is a relationship between Geschwind syndrome (temporal lobe epilepsy) and Asperger’s syndrome (austism spectrum). Both disorders can be found in “The Arts.” Van Gogh is Geschwind syndrome and Virginia Woolf is Aspergers. Bromide is a treatment for epilepsy and bromide is a treatment for Bi-polar.
The Hippocampus is my cursed gift. All of the enterprises’ resources are devoted to maintaining it. I can’t function in the real world because I’m a slave to my hippocampus.
Stress and the Hippocampus
http://www.fi.edu/learn/brain/stress.html
This article ties it all together. My hippocampus really must be the size of a pea by now.
Ecstasy - The Anesthesia Consciousness
I’m entertaining the idea that the Orbitofrontal Cortex is the “Kundalini Genie”. When the hippocampus gets “torn asunder” by too much stress, the tranquilizing parasympathetic nervous system provides an anesthesia consciousness that’s out of this world. I would call it “Ecstasy, (or ekstasis) from the Ancient Greek, έκ-στασις (ex-stasis), "to be or stand outside oneself, a removal to elsewhere (from ex-: out, and stasis: a stand, or a standoff of forces)."
I'm also entertaining the idea that ecstasy is the altered state right before we die.
Basal Ganglia (Time Perception) Parietal Cortex (Ego Collapse)
I'm also entertaining the idea that the basal ganglia and the right parietal cortex gets hit with the tranquilizing parasympathetic nervous system too.
Basal Ganglia Anesthesia - gives the sense of "timelessness" where "no one ever tells you that forever feels like home sitting all alone inside your head."
Parietal Cortex Anesthesia - causes the ego collapse regardless of what "script" is running in the process (depending on belief system)-i.e. Alien Abduction, Kundalini, Judgement Day etc.
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