On Mohamed Zakariya's drafting table, small brown bottles of
solutions are lined up near round jars filled with colorful inks. A dozen
sleek bamboo calligrapher's pens are crammed into faded cans.
Delicate sheets of paper treated with tea and egg whites are aging in
drawers behind the table. Zakariya— at the time in his mid-60s—is a hard man to pigeonhole.
It's not just because he has a broad gray beard, nor is it because
he's an Islamic calligrapher, a profession few people have heard
of. It's because he's white. You don't expect a man who
looks like he does to answer to the name of Mohamed. Yet he has since he
was 19, when he started down the path that would lead him all the way
from Southern California to the mosques of Morocco, the art museums and
calligraphy schools of London and Turkey, and, ultimately, to his
cluttered drafting table in Arlington, Virginia.
Zakariya has spent years hunched over this table, teaching himself
the pen strokes of former masters. Today, he's considered one of
the most accomplished Islamic calligraphers in the United States. His
work may be remembered for centuries, but Zakariya is unconcerned with
fame. He's simply thankful he found Islam. It has helped him
discover his true self.
Because his father was off fighting in World War II and his mother
was sick with tuberculosis, Zakariya spent his earliest years growing up
on the farm of a family friend in rural Ventura, California. He loved the
farm. He'd run around without shoes and spend afternoons fishing.
At night, he listened to his caretaker read from the Old Testament.
"We'd hear about Abraham, Moses," he says. "It
was my only education at the time."
After the war, Zakariya's father got a job as an art director
in Hollywood, and his mother started to rise in society circles. It was
supposed to be the good life, but even as a boy, he didn't seem to
fit in. He could feel a certain life being laid out for him—one of
suits, grand jobs and phoniness.
As an escape, he would hang out on the streets of downtown Los
Angeles with eccentric characters or lose himself in old movie houses. To
make school interesting, he joined a greaser gang and fought violently
with classmates. One time, he used a chain to knock out another
student's front teeth. "I felt repelled during my first
fight," he says now. "Once you've done it, it's
disgusting."
The day he turned 18, he moved into a flophouse near Malibu and got
a job in an aerospace parts factory. It was a relief at first, since he
could live by his own rules. But he grew bored with his job and began
drinking heavily. He was eager for an adventure, and a travel agent
suggested Morocco. He knew little about the country, but he could get
there on a Yugoslavian freighter for only $50.
Zakariya arrived in Casablanca an hour before sunset. He remembers
the ship docking and then seeing a man in a suit wearing a bright yellow
turban. It was the holy month of Ramadan. "You immediately got the
feeling that everything was different," he recalls. To make sense
of the mysterious land, he hung out in cafés, chatting about Islamic
culture in English with Hasidic Jews. Zakariya found himself attracted to
the city's ornate mosques and was disappointed to learn that only
Muslims were allowed to enter. He felt akin to a people whose lives were
defined by things beyond material goods.
The trip home made his new insights seem more urgent. The freighter
was caught in a vicious storm. Waves lifted the ship so high the engine
was damaged. Zakariya and the crew were lost at sea for several days. One
crewman died. The ship finally limped into New York Harbor. By the time
he got back to California, drinking and scoping out women with the guys
from the factory were no longer enough. He had managed to escape his
parents' world, but he was stuck in a lifestyle that suited him
even less. "I decided I wanted to break away from the scene I was
in," he says.
Islam didn't just appeal to Zakariya's spiritual side;
he was also drawn to the artistic traditions of the religion. A few weeks
after his journey, Zakariya spotted a rug hanging in a Wilshire Boulevard
shop owned by a Persian immigrant. The Arabic letters on it were
beautiful, but it was expensive. "If I can't buy it,"
he thought, "I'll make it." He found a book called How
to Teach Yourself Arabic and memorized words while he worked, propping
language cards up on the assembly line. Then he used his savings to buy a
19th-century hand-scripted version of the Qur'an.
He began experimenting with Islamic calligraphy using his own
hand-carved pens and reading English translations of the Qur'an. Zakariya
had always seen religions as hokey and cultish, but Islam's
openness to all faiths inspired him. Once he understood enough Arabic to
read an official version of the Qur'an, Zakariya became obsessed. He felt
the text could make him a better man. In his mind he had already been
reinvented many times over. He was brought up with one identity on the
farm and given a second identity by his parents. In his late teens, he
created a self that was defined by whatever his parents were not.
"I was an artificial self," he says. "Islam was
stripping those layers off me." He decided he wanted to return to
Morocco as a Muslim.
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