Many people are simply afraid to look for another job in a bad economy. Doesn't it make sense to wait for the market to pick
up?
When anyone considers a job change, there will be reasons
to stay put—the economy, your pension, being vested. Reasons always
have a real element and an anxiety-avoiding element. Your strategy is to
test reality by facing the anxiety (are there really no new jobs?). As
you take action—write the resume, network—you will
begin to assess your realistic limitations. You will also whittle down
your anxiety.
What if the anxiety is crippling?
Try to separate
your anxiety from your ambition. Picture your fear sitting on your right
shoulder. Now look left. Desire and its accompanying vision have an
energy—it's a counterpoint to anxiety. Reassure yourself that
if you are allowed to dream, you may never decide to act.
Dreaming, thinking—and then acting—will strengthen the
vision and make you cower less behind anxiety. Thinking costs nothing.
Don't impulsively decide to quit and become a carpenter. Just
register for one woodworking course. You're moving to the left but
keeping the right in place.
How do I find my focus and vision?
Start by formulating positive statements from general to specific:
"I will have a job that interests me" to "I would be
good in my own business." Once you've formed the statements,
write them, repeat them and visualize yourself in a setting where you
might live them. Visions grow in this kind of mental soil. Creative
activity—journal keeping, a return to the violin—has a way of
stirring vision. We lose parts of ourselves as we grow older. Reclaiming
them can renew possibilities. So can giving. When you don't know
what to change, volunteering can be rewarding. At the least, it will take
you out of yourself, and at the most, it will return you to
yourself.
So we need to turn on the vision and turn down the
anxiety.
Break job change down to bite-size steps and never look past the
next task. If you need to call three scary people for an interview, put
all your energy into that first call.
Also, volunteer for new tasks at your job and give yourself an
opportunity to test your range in a safe environment. Try on a new
identity at a volunteer job: You will feel less pressure because pay is
not involved. Request a transfer at your current job or offer to train a
new employee—you might get a larger vision of yourself.
What can we learn from the divas, explorers and entrepreneurs
who embrace change? What do they have that the majority of us
lack?
Juice, life force, X-factor—we are all born with it. Then,
it's tampered with because life is hard, we have to be civilized or
your mother told you you were stupid. Shyness and fear overwhelm this
force, depression submerges it, rejection scars it and competition makes
us uncertain about it. But the person who acts with courage—to face
down anxiety—has the great reward of knowing it can be done. And
that person is more likely to do it again. And even when these risk
takers fail—which they do plenty—they don't die. This
is true whether you're batting your eyes at someone in a singles
bar or going to the bank for a loan. You went in, they said you were
stupid and you lived to tell the tale.
What if I have the desire and talent to design clothes but must
hold down a desk job because I have four kids and am up to my neck in
bills?
If your reason for doing nothing is that life got in the
way—that's a trap. We're all living in the same
economy, but while some people change jobs, most don't.
Nobody can write a book when she has a job, bills and kids. Except
for the person who wrote the book while she had the job, bills and kids.
Except Danielle Steele, who had nine kids.
Maybe you have to take the design course on Saturdays and get up at
4:30 a.m. to do your sketches. Either you have that creative outlet or
you have reasons.
You say "reasons" but you mean
"excuses."
We don't call them excuses; we call them reasons. So I call
them reasons. People have reasons until they start having plans.
You say "plan," but you also mean
"vision."
Yes, but I emphasize that vision can be
just a whiff. Do you have any idea how you're going to design
clothes and make money? No. Do you need to make a complete career change?
Not yet. Maybe you'll sell T-shirts on the boardwalk and make a
fortune. It doesn't have to begin with a five-year plan. A
long-term plan is nice; it's just not required.
What if I have a good, creative job, say, making commercials,
but I am driven to direct a meaningful film?
Well, isn't all of adulthood the narrowing of options? No
matter who you are there are only 24 hours in a day, and time is finite.
So you have a choice to make.
