Dispatch from Derry

An on-the-scene report by PT Editor Annie Murphy Paulfinds that the psychological hurdles to peace may be higher than the political barriers.

What you notice first about Derry is the rain. Even in summer, nearly every day a chill drizzle falls from a low-slung sky--drenching the brilliant green grass, running in rivulets down the steep streets, swelling the rolling river Foyle. It seems to have saturated this city, soaking the gray stone of which so much of it is built; the houses, the churches (there are so many churches), the walls of the old section of town, erected hundreds of years ago by the English to keep the Irish out.

Like the rain, evidence of the troubles is everywhere and seems as commonplace. Murals and monuments to the slaughtered cluster on street corners. The stone buildings bear the scars of bombings past. Graffiti, like gashes, score every wall with angry demands for the army to go away or for prisoners to be brought home.

Residents regard the violence in their midst with weary resignation. Days before an inflammatory march that would eventually end in an armed standoff, people expressed only exasperation. "I don't know why they can't just have a quiet parade that doesn't bother anybody," said one bed-and-breakfast proprietor, serving up an "Ulster fry"--eggs, sausage, bacon, black pudding, white pudding, grilled tomato, mushrooms, fried potato-bread. "But this is Northern Ireland, and we can't do anything without a squabble."

The calm acceptance of the extraordinary can easily jar the visitor. Crowds part for a passing guard, machine gun clasped to his chest. Mothers push baby carriages around the fenders of armored cars. Occasionally, the contrast verges on the surreal: during a World Cup soccer match in July, the pubs were full of Protestants cheering lustily for England's team. Elsewhere, Catholics were rooting just as vigorously for England's opponents, who happened to be Argentinian.

But perhaps the most startling juxtaposition of the ordinary and the extreme is found in the high fences built between houses in the country's more volatile areas. A common sight in Belfast, they are twice as tall as a man, and look like the barriers put up along American highways to shield homeowners from the sight and sound of traffic. In a euphemism George Orwell might have treasured, they're known as "peace walls." Erected to protect residents from vandalism and violence committed by the other group, they are, according to a Belfast Community worker, "poison" to the people who live near them, blocking the sun and serving as a constant reminder of threat.

Even higher than these physical hurdles are the emotional and psychological barriers between the two communities. Protestants and Catholics have developed a code to distinguish one from the other that is "fantastic" in its subtlety and complexity, says psychologist Ed Cairns of the University of Ulster: "What sort of car you drive, where you go for your holiday, how you pronounce certain words," all mark you as a member of your group. Where you were educated is another giveaway: Northern Ireland's elementary schools are almost completely segregated, and the Catholic ones are usually named after saints. Your name and how you spell it is another reliable sign: Brendan is a Catholic name, while William is a Protestant one; McGuiness and Maginiss are Catholic and Protestant spellings of the same surname. Even how you curse reveals your religion. "If you use Anglo-Saxon swearwords, you're probably Protestant," notes Cairns, "and if you say 'Holy Mary, mother of God,' it's not hard to figure out what side you're on." Psychologist Tony Gallagher, of Queens University in Belfast, notes that since there aren't any inherent physical differences between the two groups, and relatively minor cultural differences, "in a sense, the people of Northern Ireland have deliberately invented them."

This unspoken code is part of a careful politesse that prevails among Protestants and Catholics who must work, study and dwell side by side in a crowded country. "It's considered impolite to ask directly about someone's religion or discuss related matters unless you already know the person belongs to your group," says Gallagher. Residents follow poet Seamus Heaney's advice--"Whatever you say, say nothing"--according to Cairns, who adds, "It's why we talk about the rain so much." Such mannered avoidance of sensitive topics preserves a degree of peace--but at the cost of an open exchange of opinion. Discussion of politics and religion occurs only with those who will confirm and amplify the views each side already holds.

The practice of dividing people into "us" and "them" is so deeply ingrained that it's almost unconscious. "It's as if there's a computer in the back of the head of every, person who lives in Northern Ireland that's programmed to work out what side another person is on," said Cairns. "The program runs so smoothly that you don't even realize it's happening. You just do it." It's so automatic, in fact, that Cairns claims he only notices it when it makes a miscalculation. "A colleague was telling me a story one day, and he said, 'As my old Presbyterian granny used to say...' Before I could stop myself, I said, 'You have a Presbyterian grandmother?' and he said, 'Yeah, why shouldn't I?' It was only then that I realized that I had already resolved that he was Catholic."

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